Endgame

[nunnely]

So I want to apologize first and foremost because I felt that I was a bit of a waste of time on everyone's part. I thought that with this new character I'd be able to find some clarity in my writing and be inspired, but it's gotten to the point where I don't think I have enough in the tank to write. I think that I've reached a point in my life as of this moment where my time is preoccupied by my responsibilities to myself, my job, my school and more. I'm not currently in a good place right now mentally and I think that, for at least those that know me, it was clear in my new direction of my character. I like to reflect an overall general vibe from my own feelings into my own writing. The content is not an script of my life, but rather the emotion I feel as if it is an accurate depiction of how I feel at the time. I've spoken with Tate and he's been incredibly supportive and he's been one hell of a guy when it comes to understanding that I'm all over the place and I don't wish to burden anyone or commit to writing when I just never end up pulling through. So, for now I wish to say goodbye, adios, and thank you for those that have been with me in various feds and who I've had the privilege to write with or against, it's all helped me become a much better writer and expand my imagination. However, this is my Endgame, hope you like that connection. I believe that in all dark times or moments of weakness, humor and laughter can be the best coping mechanism. Unfortunately, I just have too many things on my plate for right now and I need to step away for the time being. Who knows, I think that I'll probably come back to e-fedding if it is around still in a few years or so, maybe after all this passes, I don't know. For the foreseeable future, it is with a heavy heart I say goodbye and enjoy writing!